Day 28: 28th May
Expectations lead to frustration frustration leads to an inability to be able to be present in my case. My mind looks back and forward but can’t stay still.
This was what I was feeling for the past 24 to 48 hours but I really enjoyed it trying to work out why I was frustrated. Ultimately it came down to expectations getting too overexcited about things expecting more of people than is realistic or fair. The best part is it drove me to make this to once again do something new.
This month of Dawn Days been such an amazingly reflective period also connecting with old friends and new friends.
After my cup of tea and soaking up the Sun I cycled back home bumping back into Stue as he was walking his dog we sat on the wall and deliberated this whole frustration anger confusion and expectation thing talking about how are ego gets involved and how to observe that and not fuse are selfs to thoughts and emotions but just simply observe them. Thanks Stu.
This tune has been sitting with me and Barry for a good week or so and Keeps evolving the thumping is me at the start of last week with the hydrophones.
I’ve never worked alongside a musician for such a long period of time constantly bouncing things back and froward no rules in fact see how many rules we could break can’t thank you enough Barry @bzzjackson little boy from the @hun.gabornagy in there as well.